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[Thursday, July 20th, 2006]
I just saw a video for a song that is on the album for snakes on a plane. it has samuel L jackson and he didn't die. it also starts off with samuel saying "I'm tired of these mother fucking snakes on this mother fucking plane!!!" thank you and good night.
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[Wednesday, March 15th, 2006]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Guess whos birthday it is?...Just mine not my brothers. They can have their own day for all i care.

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[Tuesday, February 28th, 2006]
Well I'm back from my long 13 day vacation. It has come to my attention that I really don't like airports. Ok well thats not entirely true. I like airports when people are arriveing and there is only happiness and joy. Not when people are leaving and you know that you are not going to see somebody for the next 5 months because the are 4543 miles apart from you, yes thats right I did the math. I just want you to come home and I know that you want to come home as well. I miss you so much. It hurts to badly to think about it. but this will be all behind us in a couple months. so i have alot of things to do before you get back.
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[Friday, January 13th, 2006]
ok so now everybody i have a question for all of you. how here, answer honestly, has been hit by a car. ok thats what i thought only one raising my hand. so yesterday was not a fun day for my family. it was fine until i went into work. about an hour goes by and i have to get carts. so i was getting a cart next to this mini suv chevy. walk right past her window twice then i when i was finished connecting this cart to my chain of carts i notice that this lady is backing up and she does not see me. so there for i get hit by a women that wanted to get out of her parking spot as fast as possible with little or no near death experiences. well guess what...to bad. so now i got hit by a car, but me being the nice guy i let the women go and i was limpimg for the rest of my day at work. oh yeah thats right i finished my shift which was 330-close. so about 5 good hours of in pain. then thats not all geoff my brother not the giraffe at the store has to go to the er because he has an irregular pulse and he is dry heaving. so yeah fun day yesterday. anybody that has anything to top that?
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[Saturday, January 7th, 2006]
how can anybody tell me that i can't look the sexiest man alive?
http://bigorangecat.com/shannon/main.php?g2_view=core.DownloadItem&g2_itemId=2197&g2_serialNumber=1
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I've got a suprise coming for you. [Monday, December 12th, 2005]
[ mood | busy ]

ok so my brother is graduating on the 17th. Yes that means that i will be away for the weekend. So ali if you are reading this stay in town. I know there will be a fun experience in tally this coming weekend. Then when I come back I get to go to a jaguar football game for free and get to sit on the front row next to the goal line. So i might be able to shake somebodies hand. I don't really care about football much but if its for free and on the goal line i can't give that chance up. After that I get to work as much as possible and make as much money as possible so I get to see trish in february. I'm really excited about that. I don't know if she knows that I'm extremely excited that i get to go see her and that what keeps me going throughout those long days at work. I just think of the paycheck and know that we will be getting to experience alot while i'm there.

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[Wednesday, December 7th, 2005]
Well so I don't have much that I have done recently. There is nothing new to right about. I'm doing fine...but there is something missing. That is about it. I'm almost done with this semester and that is so tight. I'm going to go because I have nothing to type. I just realized that I haven't add a post in a while. so here it is.
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[Saturday, November 19th, 2005]
You see people walking down the same path that you have taken before
But can they say that they are in love.
Ask them if they can be in love with somebody that they can't even touch
You start to miss the little things that you would do together.
The way they wore their hair that day or the way she wore that dress that you like
Is it possible to remember the love that you once had with somebody
when they come back to you its like they never left.
you sleep on the other side that they slept on
hoping that one day it won't be vacent for long.
that they would be the one calling you on your phone.
standing at your door waiting for you to answer it.
waiting for you outside of work smiling hoping that you leave soon.
calling you up and waking you up so you can hang out just a little sooner.
suggesting that you both miss class so you can go eat some pizza.
I can say that with a smile on my face.
I am not ashamed to say I love somebody that is not even here.
It pains my heart because time has to move slow.
but for the time moving slower makes it seem that much better when you get to.
I MISS YOU!!
I LOVE YOU!!
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[Tuesday, November 15th, 2005]
Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow apropriate to you
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.


Its worth a shot.
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[Wednesday, November 9th, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

I am really sad right now. I miss a piticular somebody in my life. She knows who she is. That would be my lady lover trish. why does it suck so bad for me but most of the people around me are happy and are in "love" i used quotations because some of them are but some of them think they are but they are just going to get hurt in the end of all of things. I've asked pretty much every single one of them would they ever be in the situation that i am in. they all said no because of whatever reasons. But honestly can you truely say that you love somebody when you can't be with them. or is it that they are too attached to each other to even think about the possiblity about maybe they aren't in love. some of the friends i am talking about haven't ever truely been in love in the first place. they just think they are because they have never known anything other then that. i know i am because this pain hurts too much for it to be anything other then that. I know i love my family and it would be tragic if one of them would leave me. this is the same feeling possibly more because i don't know what i would do with myself if she were to leave this earth. so honey if you are reading this i miss you. i hope to see you soon, and i hope that time goes fast for us so we can be together once again one day in the near future.

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[Monday, November 7th, 2005]
well i just got back from tally last night. i went there for the weekend and also on halloween. it was fun. The conversations that happened there could not be matched. i love driving my new car. The drive was amazing because i have cruise control and also porter brought along his little dvd player. so we watched the whole second season of sea lab 2021 and also all of star wars clone wars. the animated one that was on cartoon network. the weekend was good but it was missing something. something that would make me complete. you know who you are my love. i miss you and can't wait to see you once again.
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[Sunday, November 6th, 2005]
well nothing much has been going on. i took my first road trip in my new car. its awesome. the car ride is amazing. but besides that i'm in tally right now as i type this. its suprising that there is nothing really going on in the house tonight.well tomorrow i get to go watch mike in a play. my parents are really proud of him. so am i, i must say. hes doing well for himself. well i really miss and love trish. i usually describe her as the girlfriend that is currently overseas right now. nothing else is really going on in my life. except for the fact that i am going to go to austria in feb. to go see my truely beautiful trish. well i have to go now. later people.
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[Friday, October 21st, 2005]
[ mood | calm ]

so here is an update on my car situation. well i'm getting one. that means i have the deal pretty much worked out and its everything that i wanted. what kind of car you might ask. well its a 2006 honda civic. nothing too flash but its a very nice car. completely different style then your typical civic. the dealership salesman said, "they are trying to design the civics to match the acura rsx. i don't really see it but thats cool with me well. i'm peaceing out. so later peoples.

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[Wednesday, October 12th, 2005]
well i'm in the middle of the process where i am getting my car. its going to be a 2003 honda civic ex. nothing flashy just something that is in my price range. here is the catch its my best friend girlfriend's car. so that means i have to be nice and polite for whatever she has to say. like for instance today. i called him up because we were suppose to go get the car checked out. he answers and i hear her in the backround alreay complaining to him. then i ask him if we are still going and he said yes but at 4 is the perfect time to go. but then she starts to complain to him. something along the lines of.."you mean you are suppose to get my car checked out when i have to sit at work" so my friend not having a back bone tells her well just go another time. this is all because of i don't even know if god knows what was the matter. she just likes complaining and insulting adrian every chance she gets. but he is not going to leave her because he thinks he is in love well i have to go my computer is shutting down for no reason
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[Monday, October 3rd, 2005]
[ mood | gloomy ]

well theres nothing really going on with me. just school and work. at least for now that is the two main things that i have been doing alot. my brother mike came into town this weekend. i actually got to hang out with him last night. thank you mo for making it a little more interesting for me. i never knew that snip could be that funny. just the people who were there would completely understand why he is funny. lets just say lost wallet. i know its kind of dumb to put an inside joke on here when there is only one other person that i know reads this that would understand what i'm talking about. but still too bad.
thats it gonna go later people

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[Thursday, September 29th, 2005]
[ mood | determined ]

Here is my post.

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[Friday, September 23rd, 2005]

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[Friday, September 23rd, 2005]
well i haven't been doing much of anything lately. just have been car shopping and going to work. i hate these car dealers that are complete jerks. i know how much the car is suppose to go for and because i'm a young teenager i don't know anything and i'll buy anything no matter what it is. sucks to be them because they just lost another customer. well that's everythign that is going on with me. i'll see everybody later...hopefully.
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I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! [Saturday, September 17th, 2005]
[ mood | peaceful ]

All who is interested in going to halloween horror nights with a cool bunch of people. Tell me if you want to go and then you'll be there.

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[Thursday, September 15th, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

I can't forget, I will never forget. How can I forget?
I never want to be in this situation again. I know I can take it if I had to do this again but why. I'm making enough money for the both of us. So that is that.

I'm probably going to go up to the Publix credit union to go get a car loan so I can have transport for during the week. I don't even remember the last time I actually sat behind the wheel of my car and drove it. I am taking suggestions for the type of car that I would look good with. They have to be newer cars. Nothing older then '99.

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